On the contrary, I am quite pleased at how those stones were valuable to me as stepping stones. I got stronger as a woman, understood, my value more and reveled in the fact that so did he. My spiritual gifts became much stronger after that kind of pain. It was like I had been peeled down to my raw fruit.
I shed old beliefs, the ones I grew up with, yet pondered. Now spiritually free, I let go of titles only needed to explain myself to people who will never know my journey because their journey is different from mine.
It was nice to gain clarity in my writing and the confidence that I gained over this year as a writer has so enriched my life that still I find it hard to find the words to describe the satisfaction I feel.
I was able to move to a new and better place, still with room mates, but better; and with little effort on my part. Finally a place of peace and ease, where I can write, paint and create.
This year was a great year; my year of shedding old things and becoming powerfully clear. On the eve of Christmas I am grateful for the ease and flow. I will carry this ease and flow over into 2014.